I’m Rachael Hilliard, a neurodivergent 32 year old on a journey of fully expressing my weird, quirky, fun, alien loving self.

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bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie • bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie • bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie •

hey bestie! 
I’m rachael

Essentially, I’m your new bestie who went from checking off all the boxes that society sold me in hopes of finally being happy, to saying F*CK that.. I create my own happiness & destiny.

bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie • bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie • bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie •

bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie • bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie • bookish creator • vampire lover • neurodivergent biz owner • devoted girl mom • aspiring blogger • self-proclaimed weirdo • book bestie •

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as a neurodivergent creator obsessed with reading smut and being a feral fangirl

I've FINALLY decided to go after my BIG bookish dreams!

 Don’t get me wrong, it took a WHILE.
TBH I’m kind of obsessed with documenting the journey, yah know.. making bomb AF content so that I don't have to go towards these dreams alone. PLUS I have the privilege of connecting with YOU. 

Now my mission is to support & encourage creators like you to chase after those dreams! Like you would if it was your favorite fictional SHADOW DADDY!

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